The Journey To My Soulmate: The Conscious Relationship Guidebook - How To Recover From Toxic, Narcissistic and Mentally Abusive Relationships To Find True Love

It wasn't love. And it wasn't your fault.Maybe you're still in it. Maybe you got out years ago. Either way, you carry the same questions.Why did I stay so long? How did I not see it? Will I ever be able to love — or be loved — without losing myself again?Those questions aren't weakness. They're the residue of a relationship designed to make you doubt your own reality. Of nights when their words didn't match their actions. Of moments you knew something was wrong — and they convinced you it wasn't.You weren't broken by love. You were broken into. And you survived.I'm Monika Czapar. After years inside emotionally abusive and narcissistic relationships, I rebuilt myself from the ground up. What I learned changed everything I now teach my clients: the path back to real love doesn't begin with finding the right person. It begins with healing the nervous system that kept choosing the wrong ones.In The Journey to My Soulmate, I share the conscious relationship framework that brought me from emotional ruin to safe, healthy, real love — and the same blueprint I now walk women down every day in my coaching work.This isn't another book of relationship tips. It's a guidebook for healing the trauma underneath the pattern, so you stop attracting the same partner in different clothes — and start being able to recognise, and receive, the love you've been waiting for.Inside, you'll discover:Why narcissistic and toxic partners feel "familiar" — and how childhood patterns wire the nervous system to recognise them as loveHow to recover your sense of self after gaslighting, manipulation, and years of being made smallThe difference between trauma bonding and real connection — and why most people have only ever known the firstHealing tools that actually work for relational trauma: RTT, somatic release, energy work, and embodied self-rebuildingHow to recognise a healthy partner (and why your nervous system may resist them at first)The conscious relationship blueprint — what real intimacy looks and feels like, and how to build itThe identity and self-worth shifts that prepare you to receive love that doesn't cost you yourselfThis book is for women who have walked through emotional fire and are ready to come home to themselves. For anyone recovering from narcissistic, toxic, emotionally abusive, or codependent relationships — and for those determined to break the cycle for good.You haven't been failed by love.You've been waiting for the kind of love that begins inside you.This book shows you the way back. Read more